Livia’s conceited, self-righteous nature permits Remegio’s
into her life. Livia believes she is gloriously beautiful and all men crave her
while all women desire to be her. “Men’s eyes would light up with a gleam of
desire whenever they looked at me… The women too… would… admiringly examine me”
(20). This conceited personality built a “impregnable fortress” (21), around
her which made her believe that she herself could not be fooled or wronged. She
thought the only people capable of penetrating her fortress were those who
showed affection for her. Remegio is able to recognize this cockiness that
contains Livia and penetrates her weakness to use her for her money. Livia’s
self-infatuation with her beauty and social status clouds her realization of
Remegio’s intentions.
While Remegio makes the moves to use Livia, her
self-righteous attitude allows him to continue using her. But it goes beyond
the fact that she sees herself as an impenetrable fortress to wrongdoing. In
fact, Remegio satisfies Livia by asking her for money because she feels needed.
Even when she finds him with other women (many in fact), Remegio promises to
stay loyal to her and that furthers her feeling of being needed. Livia thrives
for the instance of pain Remegio places unto her because it reminds her that
she is not godly. Being so infatuated with herself, she believes she is
flawless and perfect. But she doesn’t want to be a god, because then in the
realm of gods she would only be ordinary. She would much rather be righteous in
the realm of humanity.
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